I got an email on Wednesday to inform me that Allison has been served the second time. As you may remember, I had Allison served before, but because of mistakes I made, the service wasn't legally binding. So, I had to do it again, and I was running out of time if I wanted to do this divorce with only one filing (I wouldn't be barred from getting divorced, I just would have to refile and pay the processing fee again). To avoid trouble, I used a process server. It meant that I had to pay another party to get things taken care of, but I must say it's worth it because they got the job done.
Things feel weird again, though not like last time. I'm not sad that it's over with Allison; I've come to terms with that and I'm ready to move on. No, it's weird because I'm ready to move on. I want to get on with my life and start dating again, but I've got to wait through a minimum of 90 days (very likely longer) before it's all over. Knowing that I have that long ahead of me is pretty depressing. You don't need to worry about me -- I'm still going to work everyday and I'm managing okay. It's just that I've been alone for so long already. In fact, in late January (just a little over a month a way), it will be four years since we got separated.
I just want to be free from this torture that is loneliness.
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